Thursday, January 19, 2012
Why does she stare at me?
So im in 9th grade and the most beautiful girl in our grade has given me hints from the middle of 8th grade and until the 2nd month of 9th,i've always been shy with girls and still am, i talked to a lot of popular girls and went to a birthday party,1 of the girls hugged me everyday and 1 i talked to online for hours everyday but i figured out she like liked me so i stopped talking to her which was a really dumb move and now its too late but she told all her friends that i was really nice and knows how to treat a girl,so the beautiful girl poked my back,stared at me quite a few times and 2 times when i had the guts to look back she pretended as if she was looking somewhre else like the ceiling and hummed when she was right next to me,a lot of her friends are pissed at me,the guys are messing with me,1 blonde glares at me,and a few are nice,i could go up to any other girl and talk to them but for some reason i cant talk to this one, im only interested in her,and now she stopped giving hints but her friends are still giving me hints,ive made her wait so long and now if i suddenly talk to her it'll be so dissapointing,and she hangs out with all the jocks and im korean and not so strong,i play tennis,guitar/piano, i dress nice and clean with expensive flashy nike shoes, shower everyday,brush teeth,come hair,mouth wash,basic human higenes,and shes italian,seeing her hanging out with such tall,and strong guys that can bench like 240 when i can do 130 is like...i could be like the best boyfriend she will ever have but i just wanna be her friend for now and get to know her,anything i can do to talk to her?or something great that she'll not care about waiting so long for me?one of her best friends is a japanese guy so i dont think she has a problem with asian guys,she has like all the football,jocks on her side, i just quit football so..and i know a lot of you may be saying "Well there are tons of girls out there, dont put all ur hopes into this one" but she was adopted, has a great sense of humour, and no girl ever has waited so long just to try to get to know me, does she possibly like like me? all the guys thinks shes hot but they cant see the beauty in her like i can, i actually pay attention to head shape,hair,eyes,skin,and her legs are priceless,maybe i could say something from facebook? if so? what should i say?but if i do that, ill have trouble talking to her in school...; i have very low self-confidence, i hang out with half the football team,a lot of them are nice),i know a lot of sophmores,and a senior that i play tennis with,shes seen me hanging out with all those guys but also saw me get picked on by her friends, and 1 more thing, why do so many guys keep calling me cutie? i think theres a rumour and my close friend i talked to everyday is now calling me that,they've never done that before,i do have a baby face, i am 1 year early into school,and its pissing me off,my imitation is suddenly bad
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